haven't been blogging much recently. blame it on a lack of time, blame it on a lack of motivation. heck, just blame it on me.
as you can tell this is gonna be one of hock's philosophical posts on life and his reflective musings. henceforth you shall be taking a peek into my mind and the weird odd happenings inside. enjoy your trip.
what is the meaning of life? well it depends on your definition of life itself. viewed in the context of being a student, life = school. school = boring. therefore life = boring. actually boring would be too placid a term. how bout i present to you some other adjectives like mundane, tiring and dreary? or even meaningless and depressing. in fact, the worst feeling to have is a sensation so weird that you can be feeling all sorts of negativity at one moment, and the next instant all that sensation has disappeared, but the lingering shadow it leaves behind still clings to you, dampening your mood.
man that paragraph was mighty depressing. don't worry, life hasn't been that horrible. there is still good stuff, like watching damien and his 1001 impersonations, and just being able to have friends around ya. but still, that sian feeling is never far away. maybe its because of the weather. maybe it because of some strange alignment of the stars. i can imagine some psychic astronomer going 'venus is in its 3rd phase and is at right angles to the left hemisphere of the sirius nebula so you will be in a shitty mood' or something like that.
personally i can guess some of the reasons behind this gloom of doom (that rhymes) thats hanging over us. the teachers weren't kidding when they said term 2 was gonna be hectic. its as hectic as rush-hour madness in New York, multiplied by 100. and you can square that too. work keeps coming and never stops. i'm not at breaking point, but at this rate we're going, i'm steadily marching down a road to exhaustion.
on another note, i saw a rainbow today. brought back some nice memories. guess its a good sign that there's still cheer in this world. hope it will get me back to my usual self. once i get all this dreary emo junk outta my head i'll be the good ol happy-go-lucky dude again. for now, sine mood curve is minimum, there is a prolonged recession in the emotional economy, and equilibrium has shifted to the dreary side of the reaction. yucks... i think i need to lay off the work for awhile haha
alert! heavy stuff ahead
Friday, April 21, 2006
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